Dinner. Dinner at six. Dinner at house, dinner in telephone wires spinning to the stove. Electrical wires, live wires cut behind the stove spitting sparks. Heat - heat spinning in perfect circles, circling under the stove, licking sides of the meat inside.
Dinner. Dinner at six. Dinner at my house: steak, cow steak, buffalo steak, stake through the heart of our relationship. St[eak/ake] in the oven popping and sizzling and spitting in our eyes. Cooking - rare, medium-rare, medium:
Dinner. Dinner at six. Dinner at my house alone. Pull a knife from the drawer: stake's burnt how I like it now. Stake was burnt when I put it in the o
Sometimes the cobwebs
in my mind talk.
Spiders creep up
the grandfather clock
ticking one second off.
Tickled legs track the path
of mathematical pendants
back and forth,
breaching infinity's bounds
twice each second.
A gray mesh folds to fit.
exception:
Each side of my skull is a boundary.
Each side of my skull is pounding
while I learn how to count
all the way up to 100 proof
fighting truth and /
slurred vision:
dull white wall crumbles
in drunk illusions
when a ladder blurs
and slides through the roof
makes holes - huge gaps -
huge happy lapses
sun smiles - shrapnel falls -
litters the spotless floo
truckpipe gets high
sucks tangents to a
pointing circle.
accusing O's /
chubby fingers
on 100 slips of paper
write "love you."
the coughingfan coughs
blows in a room -
on a table - over streets.
the finger is mine.
slips are the air's
first in breath,
then land
and belong
to whoever's present.
One sits near a wall
and counts his coins
with fingers made
of skin and joints.
when an Upperclass
passes by he begs
change for a nickel/
change for his life/
change for a change.
The other sleeps close
to the street.
His toes skim
the top of muddled water
and they believe the gutter
is the ocean.
He is brok-en-rich:
when cars whisk by,
the draft hits his face
and he pretends he can breathe.
I've started a feud.
I've lit a fuse
and amused the women-
I choose the best
and retreat to my nest.
(I'm lying)
And crying. (Lie.)
Kind of high off
controversy and free verse.
Re-verse rethink repair
the spit-clogged kitchen-sink-
(I live clean) but
cleanliness is a curse-
a phantom nurse
irons my dirty shirts
while I fuck an empty sheet
in my naked bedroom.
I'm running out of head room.
And that's no lie.
The artificial wind
of a whistling car, briskly
frisking the black-truth
pavement, slaps
against my face.
Streets stretch like fickle
sixth-finger joints through
the chest of the city.
Skyscrapers rape air,
thrusting into clouds.
Needles stiffen with quick
transmission like firm nipples.
God lifts a pinch of
sifted love and drops it
to drift over suburban streets.
Like a pesticide blanket
it settles onto matted hair--
hers. But never mine.
A heart trembles to erotic half-beats,
quaking the veins of
liquor-store sophomores,
dirty brains drowned
in the strongest forty ounces
of their sixteen years.
Greasy coins sing
the ballad of slut hands,
blouse slits frayed
by curious fingers
that violated her thighs
while her eyes were busy
sleeping around the classroom.
Once upon an ego
I hung myself
from metal rafters
with a money-lined noose.
Baby tied the knots.
I died with a sweet smell
in my nose
and a sour yell
in my throat,
fingers drumming
on my hollow stomach
one two three times
before they skittered
into sick convulsions.
she wears her shirt like a veil,
lips hidden. mine was white
now it's smeared all over,
red but fading in the wash
it's been that long.
flecks of music jump the cliff
the folds when the shirt twirls
on spin cycle. music
like nickels denting metal
when you forgot to remove
change from your pockets.
and I forgot to erase you
with bleach from my memory.
now the consequences
are splattered over windows,
walls and washer too,
and I'll need more than soap
if I ever want to dress again.
I.
I met a man.
"What can you tell me?"
he asks.
"More than you know
and less than you think"
I say, and walk away.
II.
I met a woman.
"What can you tell me?"
she asks.
"Nothing," I say,
and we talk for hours.
III.
In a rush of boredom
I met myself.
"What can you tell me?"
I ask.
I pause, and realize
I don't have an answer for that.
.
The tears traverse her eyes
like worn travelers,
wandering desert-men quenched
in their own sweat;
mountains wrinkle her blue,
weary skin, pushing up sky
to rapid raindrops
that parachute onto the folds.
Her mouth curls, smiling,
raping me with dirty deja vu
of entangled love,
and my mind gasps,
twisting this paradox
around its digits
like a troublesome hair.
.
The ocean seems a little bit bluer today.
somewhere far off families scream in murder song,
why why the bastard. he -yeah baby, he-
killed her and we she it will avenge.
delirium-cut 'er up, elbow and eyelash,
severed relationships, kill her
on the front end of the storm.
fly her out helicopter blood dripping red rain and
dump her in the ocean, deep enough so it
still seems a little bit bluer today.
On Fridays she'd linger by liquor stores
where two-lane veins turned corners
through a red town, selling herself
to any emotion that would heed her.
When I had money,
we'd retreat to my crimson cell,
and I'd admire a dripping sunset
while she made love to my solitude.
You can lie on my couch,
with lights turned out
like trembling lips,
exploding with a quick flash of heat.
When night rains,
you'll explain
your dreams are broken glass
and your soles are worn.
You can cry
sweet thespian tears,
and we'll lie under a blanket
while the shrapnel falls.
Golden hair
weeps around her face
in exotic curves,
catching rays
until each strand
gleams like the sun.
But when dusk falls
and the warmth fades,
her curls are still
only hair.
she throttles and swerves,
doing seventy-four
on a five lane freeway,
radio blasting
singing babe I'm gonna leave you.
he's kicking up dust
that drifts across the offramp,
singing can't find my way home.
scuffs the ground
because proper people
pick up their feet.
now the highway's open
like legs, and hers
tremble as she pushes
the pedal to the floor.
he turns his head,
and barely a smile
when her car skids
into the restraining wall
of Interstate 71.
He's been sitting in her driveway
for several months, washing his hands
with the oil that drips
from daddy's new convertible,
playing his guitar with slick fingers,
singing some sort of blues.
She looks over her balcony
and hums a half beat off.
Sometimes when she's lonely
she throws rocks at the windshield,
but when they crash
he keeps on playing
and doesn't notice
this lot isn't abandoned
after all.
"Money is the root of all money squared"
and that's poetic license or sex
depending on how pretty you are
and whether or not I'm drunk.
A mindfuck, certainly,
complete with thrusts and probes
and a Wrong Way To Do It--
Impotency drools on a bib
in his sleep
at thirty or forty
or some other round age.
We cried into each other's burning eyes
as cancer wicks folded,
flickering with a sickening beauty.
She coddled a cigarette
and dragged her fingers across my lips.
The scent followed:
a sad Caribbean breeze;
But before it hit the shore,
she stole the smoke from my hand
and twisted it in her ashtray.
Psychosomatic,
a simple grammatic
prophylactic rhapsody in blue--
arms quaking, bones shaking the space
between one/two/one/two
numb hands thrumming
one loud, unending beat.
Polymorphic mobiles dance naked,
so many stars against the vacant expanse
of space/time/space/time
folding the unfolding words
into hijacked, weeping rhyme--
elementary emphatic
symbols struggling to implant it
in the stone cold static.
There are empty spaces I fall into, silences
between folded sheets of music and billets-doux,
in the yawn of a piano I do not play.
The house surrenders to a phantom air that sinks
into all the notes of insects in an empty parlor,
into sheets red with the apparition of wine, corpus sanguineum.
But the doves have lost their voices. I take long walks
up and down country roads to catch insects and dry leaves.
The house is always quiet but for the cicadas.
Late autumn, and I am at the window watching
the trees turn red, humming nothing to myself
over and over until the first frost falls over the panes,
for the song of your blood would
concept:
sad/vacant tornadoes
torn light
fragments of frozen time
like the
dice that i don\'t need
like aeroplanes
with wings and guns
solid with ice
welded together with my own
eyes-
i saw it
frantic-
heavenly halos
of sugar
save lives
like some sort of
ritual
give me a sign
stop your heart
and hand it over
it would be hard to see,
through the
aeroplanes
welded together with my
own fruited plains
the soil decomposing
still frozen solid
(impairs judgement)
it would be hard to see
your heart in your hands
(small(wrinkled(like oranges)cold)bloodthirsty)
concept:
halos
and virgins and angels
and circles of
8.30.03
A butterfly caught in the rain;
its wings too wet
to fly.
Melted flight of fancy
and fractured freedom:
A caterpillar
with no escape
becomes a child's interest
when the sun comes out again.
.erinleigh.
Current Residence: Sacramento, CA Favourite genre of music: Underground Hip-hop Favourite photographer: Ansel Adams Favourite cartoon character: Bart Simpson Personal Quote: Jesus saves...but Gretzky gets the rebound and scores!
Favourite Movies
The Usual Suspects
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Atmosphere, Blackalicious, Aesop Rock
Favourite Gaming Platform
PlayStation 2
Tools of the Trade
vivus, etoilerose, rebelchic...ohh, you said tools OF THE TRADE, not tools. My bad.
List updated 12-29-03
Here's a list of people I consider to be good poets (with a few prose writers in here as well). If you would like to nominate anyone for the list, including yourself, leave a comment and I will consider.
Recent Additions
12-29-03: EnigmaticReceptacle (https://www.deviantart.com/enigmaticreceptacle) JUST BECAUSE HE ASKED AND HE IS A COOL GUY HAHAHAHAHAHA
11-15-03: orrville (https://www.deviantart.com/orrville), rathergreen (https://www.deviantart.com/rathergreen)
11-14-03: catching (https://www.deviantart.com/catching), therealdrbob (https://www.deviantart.com/therealdrbob)
9-29-03: carissima82 (https://www.deviantart.com/carissima82)
Full List
111uminate (https://www.deviantart.com/111uminate)
31 (https://www.deviantart.com/31)
aenim-a (https://www.deviantart.com/aenim-a)
altruisticlies (https://www.deviantart.com/altruisticlies)
:dev-anathema:
areincarnation (https://www.deviantart.com/areincarnation)
asensualmystress (https://www.deviantart.com/asensualmystress)
batgaz (https://www.deviantart.com/batgaz)
beansforyou (https://www.deviantart.com/beansforyou)
benevolentsoul (https://www.deviantart.com/benevolentsoul)
:dev-blacksca
To remove the clutter from the page, I decided to make a new journal to link to my 'good poets' list. So, if you want, you can click here to see the list of people I consider to be talented poets here on DA.
-updated 11-15-03
How is it possible that I can make your 'list'? Do I showcase my work, or would you like to peer freely? I think I'm pretty good, but I want your opinion too.
How is it possible that I can make your 'list'? Do I showcase my work, or would you like to peer freely? I think I'm pretty good, but I want your opinion too.